how many of us feel we are going nuts
when the world seems 2 think we R
alright...?

its not alright 2 scream
nt acceptable...
itd b nice 2 b comforted
instead of providing comfort
but id probably refuse it
- like Reiki!
pride, likely it is, gets in the
way
esp assistance fr u noe where
- y the unexplaine3d bitterness?
js a reactionary defense mech i think

where can i b myself?
onli @ home it seems when no-one
is home.
with my telly and ani-me

wt is "being oneself?"

i do not wish 2 play the martyr anymore
nor the self-suffering misunderstood
soul
the time 4 tt is past
but sometimes cant b helpd
it feels like

let me overdose on pleasure in various
forms
i should hv tried when i had the chance
-
i am angry at myself n institutiions
for being such a conformist-
society today strongly suggests
tt conformist traits are contrary
to success
the irony of the 80s>00s
wt once was desirable is no longer
but tt jus shows things change
all the time

no catharsis 4 me today i think
let me bleed and watch over-cute
cartoons 2 distract-
From What?
but tts pleasure in one of its forms
CUTE

stay cool boys n girlz